I've been thinking a lot lately. In fact, it seems that's all I can do is think. I find my mind constantly running through scenarios of what my life is and what my life could be like. I think I'm finally in a place where I am content and happy with myself, however I just feel like there is something more for me to do than what I'm doing. I’m not satisfied. I know satisfaction doesn't come with earthly things, but I think that if you are fulfilling your destiny, satisfaction follows. What is my destiny? This question has been plaguing me for a long time. I know my hopes and dreams, but they seem so ridiculous. My dreams seem so far out of reach…. Life is tuff. So the question remains, what is Kendra's destiny? What should I do with myself? I seem to always have so many questions and no answers. Maybe I don't shut-up enough to listen, but I can't keep up with this for too long, or life will pass me by. I had someone very dear to my heart tell me last night, "Kendra, you have one life, you have to live it. You know what I mean?" So I can type these words all day long; “I want to live a purposeful life”, but it means nothing unless I do it. Action is it all begins. I'm not sure yet what I'm going to do, new profession, back to school, travel the world, but I'm going to figure it out. I know there is a time and a season for everything in life. So, I wait, try to shut-up, and listen.
That’s all, for now…
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